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coffeestained — 2008-10-02T01:10:46-05:00

remember the guy in my world religions class last year? the one i watched from a distance and admired, quietly? (think: stalker. kidding!) we've all had shy crushes. you know what i mean. well, i ran after him in the c

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coffeestained — 2008-08-05T05:08:03-05:00

chewed my fingernails down while trying to read the most boring book i have ever opened - required for school. i move in (and out) this coming sunday. what the fuck. i'm still the same dysfunctional, self-conscious in

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coffeestained — 2008-08-03T07:08:53-05:00

i'm going insane.

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coffeestained — 2008-08-01T11:08:07-05:00

it just hit me how ridiculously and frighteningly easy it would be for me to kill myself. trust me, i would never do it (ever). but i never really thought about it before. i mean, the simplicity preceding the magnitude.

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coffeestained — 2008-07-30T10:07:12-05:00

i can't stop laughing. a while back i mentioned a guy in my world religions class... well, he's in my tai chi class at asheville. what are the fucking chances? anyway, i can't believe it. oh, and i finally saw the pe

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coffeestained — 2008-07-23T07:07:29-05:00

how come it's a piece of cake to do certain things when you don't really need to, but once you actually NEED to, it's nearly impossible? and how do they make news anchors look so good?

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coffeestained — 2008-07-16T01:07:56-05:00

i get to see someone that i haven't seen in a long time. it's a blessing, but i have to look perfect. act perfect. etc. so i'm working on a mini "transformation" over the next few weeks. yeah, perfection isn't attaina

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coffeestained — 2008-07-02T05:07:20-05:00

today i watched a movie and cranked out another crazy, complex poem. the latter made me feel accomplished...initially. but then i started thinking: is writing a poem really commendable (in relation to productivity), or

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coffeestained — 2008-06-29T10:06:36-05:00

i wonder if i'll ever be in love?

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coffeestained — 2008-06-27T07:06:33-05:00

wow. it's been a while. done with school - summer is good. full of reading, writing, bike riding. i'm quitting my job, too. feeling a little queasy now, so i guess i'll update later.

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